Day 17

Today felt a little uninspired…

I’m not entirely sure why, but it did, and I was really triggered by it. I started thinking thoughts like: “I’m falling back into old habits…” and “My mindset is returning to what it was.”

That isn’t what’s happening, and I know that. But I could feel my body starting to panic. So, I took a shower with my husband.

Yes, you read correctly – ‘with him’, because he is my person and the only human on earth who can calm me down without saying a word.

I’m feeling slightly better and looking to tomorrow for renewed excitement and joy.